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[02 Dec 2004|09:57am] |
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what up gangstas is me the one and only real G-unit pimp from pomona. anyways, well im feel like i am doing alright. i think i got the gilbert siyuation right under control. anyways , edith is having a party this weekend, i hope its cool well ima right later cause i got to go!peace
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[18 Nov 2004|09:44am] |
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well, i havent written in a while. i feel kinda weird. im at a stage in my life where i am just confused about everything in the world except my EMT class. I cANT wait till i finish that class and get out in the field and already work as an EMT. its so thrilling. on nov. 28 i go on my first ride along. wow how exiting. im going with this one company in burbank called schaffer ambulance. its gonna be so cool. in the other hand that is the only thing that keeps my head up now a days. well that and my family. everything else just sucks. i cant beleive i am still in love with a guy that just straight out sucks. yes, yes, its still my ex- boyfriend gilbert. im still in love with him but i dont know its hard to explain whats in my heart. it seems so simple but its real complicated. maybe threw out time i will realize al ot of shit and maybe actually not even think about him. how, i dont know. but threw out time i will grow up and see wat love really is. i guess i kinda knew but you never know. dam. i would have given up everything for him. i would have married that fucker in a heartbeat. im kinda glad that i found out all the shit that he did cause if i didnt then i would probably wouldnt be here right now writeing this but instead i would have been at home taking care of my baby while gilbert is out making me think he is at work but what he is really doing is HILDA or some other whore!!!!!!but o well, i dont have a baby and im not sitting at home wondering where he is at. ha ha. i remember this one time where i was crying my eyes out to him and he told me, " ha, the jokes on you" i didnt know what all that was about but hey whatever.
IN OTHER GOOD NEWS IT SEEMS LIKE MY HOMIE VALERIE FOUND HER SELF A LIL DREAMBOAT. AND THE DREAMBOAT SAILED OFF AND TOOK VAL WITH HIM. HE LOOKS LIKE A GREAT GUY AND MY PREDICTION IS THAT THAT GUY IS GONNA BE VALS 2ND L-O-V-E!!!!!!!!HOW EXCITING. VAL IF YOUR READING THIS, JUST KNOW THAT I AM HERE FOR YOU IF TIMES EVER GET ROUGH. HOLD ON TO MIKE EVEN IF HE'S NOT "THE ONE" LEARN TO CARE ABOUT HIM BECAUSE I GUARANTEE YOU THAT U WILL RECEIVE IT ALL BACK. TREAT HIM GOOD AND I AM SOOOOOOOOO SURE HE WILL DO THE SAME. WELL MY TIME IS UP I GOT TO GO STUDY LATEZ
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| @ val's house |
[07 Jul 2004|04:53pm] |
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[29 Jun 2004|11:07pm] |
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i take my drivers test tommorow finally. i dont know why i never really got around to it. well im feeling like crap right now. the guy that im seeing just lied to me mean style and got caught in the lie. it was kinda funny actually but oh well i guess ill just tell you when i talk to you. why the fuck do i always get stuck with the fucken liars? every guy that i ever cared for has fucked me over like that. guys tell me the truth is ther something about me that makes guys lie to me and cheat on me? well im gonna stop writing now cause i kinda wanna stop thinking about it. see ya!
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i guess i dont really know how to feel. its kinda hard to love someone and have everything be so weird all the time.
i dont even know if its me, but i just get upset because i feel like if his homies are more important.if i have something to say, he wont listen,but if its one of them, he will listen to then like there is no tommorow. maybe its just that i need someone to listen and try to understand me. anyways, i guess thats all i really had to say. nothing else seems to be on my mind than the drama that i have with this one guy!
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| @ valerie's casa! |
[07 Apr 2004|06:09pm] |
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heeeelllllow. this s my first entry. i am at valeries house and m feeling pretty exited to know that prom is around the corner.We just came back from the mall looking for Val's stupid ugly prom shoes. i shall write later after i take a shit at Val's house for the first time.
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